最后一次

在我最後一次
閉上眼睛之前
我想對你說 我愛你
在你懷裡 捨不得放棄
心理有千萬語 還沒有說給你聽

我使勁全力 不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能 再相遇不能再陪你
但不要忘記你曾經答應我 你會好好活下去

先走了 去了好遠的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮所有回憶
抹去卻並不容易

生死由天決定
不要太傷心
我永遠愛你...

这首歌满久一下了的，
但是最近我朋友发现的，
听了之后心情很复杂，
原来生死就此而已...

在她闭上双眼之前，
她最想念的人不是她家人，
是她最喜欢的男生...

若那个快闭上双眼的是我，
我不知道最后想念的是谁...
但是总有一天那个人会出现的啦...

by Eagern

WoYo~memperSIASUIkan!!!

今天ceramah后下课，
我，chee lin，Jesslyn和HT去食堂

ps:Pang Paino Test，SzeHoung去比赛...

然后我，chee lin，Jeasslyn就去吃炒果条
Jesslyn先帮我排队，
然后我就排...
然后chee lin走过来，到我后面排...
我们没发现其实有一个男生已经排队了...
然后我们排到很爽...（完全没知觉...）
过后我才发现那个男生
然后stupid chee lin就说：“sorry，插你的队...”

Jesslyn就小小声讲:
“mempersiasuikan”
然后我们三个疯子就在那边笑，
弄到那个男的很pai seh...
然后我们三个一直不听得跟他讲sorry
他就一直讲“不用紧。”
人家是form 6的，
给我们这三个form 3的siao zha bo弄到酱...

by Eagern

不值得原谅的

有时想，

大咧咧的笑，
疯狂的大笑，
只要是开心的，就算笑裂了嘴也没关系...

自己偷偷地哭泣，
在没人的地方放声大哭，
只要是没人知道，就算哭红了双眼也要把烦恼往后甩...

把自己的秘密永远藏在心里...
是不可能的事，
总有一天秘密还是会发芽的...
这棵树叶会一天一天的成长，
那时，它再也不是痛苦...

这样的我，有多少人接受？

今天我遇见了陈某，
好像很久没看到他了，
他看起来比平日开心多了...
那不是很好吗？
不用为了多余的事烦恼...

很明显的，身边的事物变了很多...
有看清的，又看不清的...

我做的事，
有些值得光荣...
有些值得感动...
有些值得疯狂...
但有些...是不值得原谅的不是吗？

就像有些人希望我为他们付出...
有些人觉得我付出的往往伤害了自己一样...

有人说，付出和获取的一定要相同的价值...
[好人有好报...]
但是简单的事往往不再往日的单纯...
付出的代价有时候是没有得到我们想要的...
希望也慢慢的一去不返回...

我的愿望...时往往不可能实现的...
因为我认为，
能实现的称为“目标”
那是付出代价就能实现，靠的是努力...
“愿望”是或许你付出了你的所有都无法实现...
靠的只是相信。

写了满长的一篇...
呵呵~
就此停手~！！！

by Eagern

That make me feel "cold"...

Today still go to school like normal day...

erm...nothing happen special...

then...ehm ehm...

some teacher absent this week..

PMR is coming...haiz...

I think sejarah is ok...

but science...haie...popi please...

and Twilight is coming soon lur~

cry cry cry...!!!

PG 13 again!!!

my mummy say will buy disk... m(=,=)m

see 1st lar...

Date: 20/11/09

This is a date for USA

dunno Malaysia punya...always late!!!

and that is after PMR~wakakaka~

haie...need to diet...

recess time only eat roti...

chee lin teman me pun lar..hoho~

cause I want learn basket ball~

DIET DIET DIET~!!

cause I want become more taller...

DIET DIET DIET~!!

cause dun call "fat chicken"by people...

DIET DIET DIET~!!!

if see dio me eat a food had lot of minyak...

please warning me!!!

thanks for your help...

by Eagern

Promise...

Chee Lin buy jor [Vampire Knight]
season 1 and 2...and a sound track~
yer~

I borrow her sound track when tuition...
but something happen make she very angry...
sorry to Chee Lin...

Today morning...
all is normal like yesterday too...
some teacher and class student absent...
haiz...that is best time to complete homework lar...

this sunday is Vivian 's birth
dunno what should give her as present...
give me comment..
12 years old de girl like what?
bag? teddy? pencil box?
haie....

I always saw a girl write dairy in her class...
she sit beside me...
and she always miss her bf...
ehm..ehm...
maybe this kind of things I cant understand de...

I always ask her...you like him?

she say yes...

I ask her again...
"forever?"

she answer..
"sure...we promise jor..."


the "PROMISE"word is what?
1 year?
till form 5?
or really till forever?

for me...
forever too far...
and I think.."love forever"
cant easy to say...
that is meaningful...right?
If he really is your Mr.Right...
we will meet at one day is coming....
If dun had...ma suak liao lo...(==)

maybe cause of my opinion...
that also why I never had any bf lar...
hehex...

My mei is sick jor...
I dunno why she dun want eat medicine...
sick this kind of things is serious...

hope my mei 快快康复...

I had a dream...
maybe that only is"dream"
but that make me feel no well...
I also forgot jor what is that liao...hehe

hope had a nice "today" and "tomorrow"

by Eagern...

WoWoWo...Nice painting!!

KaiJia geh Paint...


and My paint...

which is better?
hahaha....

I want cry...
this is paint for a person want to study about art next time?
mangjor~

I think I need to improve my skill more...


by Eagern

I'm QiuZang...(tree)

today PJ class...

teacher tell us that Pn Saw use PJ test...
and our test change to after 2 week...
hoho...


then we go play basketball...
walao...
SzeHoung is geng when play it...
cry...she is our school team..
and my ball skill...very very very bad!!
1st..my height...
2nd..my energy...
3rt...my hand...fat and short..
and start today..
I want KEEP FIT!!!
DIET!!!

ps:dunno this is how much time I say that...

but now I'm very serius liao de...

Jesslyn say If I no less dio 5kg...
need to belanja the 5 girl eat "who's Brian"
lol~need RM100+...
siao eh~!!!
who scare who...==
so scare...
but that all also good for me...
haiz...gambateh lar...

and PMR is coming soon...
haiz...really need to prepare...
but sometime feel lazy~
hehex...

today my finger被门夹！
why???
ask the crazy cicak!!!

by Eagern

六女侠

This photo take from Jesslyn's blog...
ehm...ehm....
let's see...我们六大女侠...

ps：when we is女侠？


sampat...chee lin


sze houng...



left is chee lin...and me...

aiya...why laugh dio so happy~?

Pang and me

chee lin and houng

ehm...ehm...

this not my handphone...(sure!!!)

ehm ehm ehm~

this is my best friend in class...

and two girl more...

Jesslyn and Jyeer...

hohoho...

this is my life in form 3 in C1 class..

watever sometimes happen unhappy...

is they~dadadada~

my精神上的支柱...

cause A lot of happen this year~

thank you, my friend....

by Eagern...

奔跑

今天停止了吃药，
开始去学校了...

第一个看到的是Pang...
他剪头发了，很可爱~
结果又check头发...
幸好没中...

周会...
前面在报告，
cheelin看HarryPotter...
Jesslyn和Jyeer看小说...
只有pang和szehoung听...
我啊？
呵呵...睡觉。

回到班的时候又提起不愉快的事，
搞到我整个人很烦...
过后就ok叻...
因为发生了Very Lucky的事~

心情算不错...
上课也很好...
没有什么不愉快的事。

如果一直这样下去多好...
不是吗？

不用担心任何事...
上上课...和朋友谈天...
一起做功课...一起写小说...
爽爽一起唱歌...
生日一起换礼物...
多好...

不用去担心那些事...
这些事我憧憬的日子...
可是，我知道，我需要更努力...

立志一个让人听了都觉得可笑的事...
我要拯救一些东西...
在拯救世界前(^^)

by Eagern

2x2=4...4x4=16!!!

今天是我生病的第5天
而我总共吃了
3瓶药水...16颗药丸...


我的药丸...
每天吃两次...一次吃2颗...
说起来是不会很苦...
好过上次的：

一次5颗，一天3次...
我上次生病了6天
总共吃了90颗！！！
哇~Mama Mia...
啃药丸和吃三餐没分别！！

最近又跌到了...
什么日子来?
脚“黑青”...

发现我真得越来越落魄了...
haiz...

by Eagern

哇哈~idiot吃ice cream...

(start right)My Mei...My jie...and me...(==)


My Jie and me...


My Jie and My mei lar...big eye(-,-)


My Jie(oh ya...photo take by her handphone...)


My mei...why look moodless leh...?



siao zha bo...me lar...A person eat ice-cream in a cold temperature...


Those photo is take before we go to watch
walao...so cold...(==)
and I also dunno what is"冷到爆"
eat ice cream...
My hand is red colour one!!!


cause of H1N1...
a long time dun go shopping centre again...
and I need to prepare percubaan PMR jor...
haiz...
band practise stop jor...
It need to rest liao..till PMR finish..
I think I will miss my stick....cry(TT)



Oh yeah~Finally wait dio new H.P
but is [PG 13]...
so must wait its dvd again...
lol...Harry Potter...I wait you har...

and I listen someone say Twilight 2 will coming soon
maybe is on September...
cry again...that time is PMR!!!(maybe Before PMR...same pun!!)
haiz....



what is a things call"LIFE"..?
three line...(lll)


by Eagern

我生病了...

生病了，发烧了，感冒了，咳嗽了...
没去学校两天了，
可以想象chee lin生气...

ps：说来话长……

很想吃好多东西...

明天AGM了...Haiz...
一大堆事情一下子来到完...

New blog...

haiz...I create a new blog again lo...==
really"hua xin"
sorry to wretch...

this is all of my place:

[]Friendster[]
http://www.friendster.com/eagern

[]Wretch[]
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/eagern

[]blogger[]
this blog lar...
http://eagern.blogspot.com

[]my msn address[]
old :
wise_yap@hotmail.com
new :
flyaway_eagern@hotmail.com

some happen for last week...
and from this week..
I tell my self!!!
want smart in my life!!
that is my YOUNG...!!

hoho...so siok...
by Eagern